Holy fucking crap. DH slept until noon yesterday and fell asleep by 9:45 last night. He slept until 4pm today. Then he did absolutely nothing the rest of the day and now it's 9:30pm and he's back in bed again. I didn't know it was humanly possible to sleep so goddamn much.

I'm afraid that it really is time to put my 14 y.o. dog to sleep. She wouldn't eat on Thursday or Friday and she stopped midway through walking around the block because she just couldn't walk anymore. DH is being so sweet--he made her a comfy pallet on the floor by the woodstove so she can sleep there and he's giving her doggy massage to help her sore joints. I'm going to be so sad when she dies, but it kills me to see her so sick.

Three (3) years ago I had an affair, he left his wife and I left my Husband....I had kids he didn't. I went back for the kids, he filed for divorce hoping I would say yes... To this day, every morning, somewhere between sleep and conciousness....he is there. I miss everything about him.

I spend time every night after he goes to sleep cleaning out the basement. I put things in bags to donate to charity. I pack my own things in boxes getting ready to move. He doesn't know I'm leaving.

DH and I have 2 pure bred dogs with papers. They are also rescues. The breeders saw them as money pits since they didn't look right. Okay fine by us! We now have 2 happy, slobbery, little guys that spend their days eating, sleeping, playing, and hunting paper bags. Fuck you losers! Our new family members are happy! We cuddle up each winter as a cozy family. Does your lost pet show money do that?

Ideal day: breakfast in bed brought to me by room service. I draw the shades to see a crystal blue ocean and sand. Layout on the beach all day long, reading and drinking fruity coctails. Go for a stroll, maybe some shopping then get dressed for my gourmet dinner. Drink wine, eat and go for another stroll. Go to sleep and repeat. Heaven.

I know that you be reading this while you are lying in bed, on your laptop, while I'm sleeping next to you..snoring because I'm still sick, (sorry about that by the way). Just wanted to let you know that I'm almost there. You know what I mean!!! You told me that if I lost a bunch of weight that you would have sex with me more often..oh yea..I remember. I have not had a rum and coke in a month.But I will give that up for the chance of sex more often. I know you want me to look like guy from "The Notebook"..well,that's to bad. because I'm still bald and Not a movie star,btw..Im sure he is a ass

I'm addicted to caffeine pills, Hydroxy cut, energy drinks, Adderal, coffee, and anything else I feel will give me a 'boost' and then at night I can't go to sleep unless I take some kind of muscle relaxer, a pain pill, a sleeping pill or Nyquil. I used to do coke, but I stopped when I started dating my husband. I'm almost to the point where I want to tell him what I'm doing, because I'm worried about my health. I just don't know how, and I don't want to disappoint him :(

The most annoying sound my husband makes? That slurping sound in his sleep.

Hunger Games = why oh why did I buy you?? Sooo addictive! Going to work on no sleep because I couldn't stop reading!!