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Ive gone into depression, I dont smile anymore, I fake smile everyday, I feel tremendous sadness inside, desperation, anticipation of what could happen, my stress is overwhelming that Im not able to manage it anymore, Ive isolated myself from everyone even from family, finding work and staying employed has been very hard, I havent been able to save so I can move the hell away from here, I havent had a gf in 4 years, I have a great feeling of loneliness, I have no friends, Im behind on bills, and Im an adult male that has cried a few times because I dont know what to do to get out of this hole
I don't know what to do anymore, I'm so stressed out! I don't know if its going to work! If he talks to his ex one more time We are through! Two years together and he's still talking to her! He claims its nothing but I called her to see her story and it is more than nothing! She has a b.f. a serious one and wants nothing to do with my man.. But why do you talk to him if you want nothing to do to him? What do I do, how do I get him to stop?
I was having a bad day yesterday, didn't get to talk to my bf before he got off work later that night. When he finally called me, I guess I had a sad tone in my voice, as he asked me what was wrong. I unloaded to him - I've been super stressed about a lot of things going on in my life, and normally I have a smile on my face and I can see the silver lining in everything, but yesterday was just a down day. He listened to me, gave input, and actually made me feel better. This is something my ex never would have done. I am so thankful to have such a wonderful MAN in my life :)
Seriously? Youre going to accuse me of crap on fb again (saying I deleted a comment of his when i havent) I dont even want to TALK to him... i thought I had made that clear a wk ago... i only have him on my fb to keep things civil... why the hell is he commenting let alone accusing me of crap.... hes stressing me out.
I rather be alone then be under the stress of a bad relationship or dating some one that is wishy washy about me or treats me like dirt. If I was meant to find some one, then I will. I know I'm a good person and because some one doesn't like me doesn't mean I'm not worthy. I'm finally just happy to be me. FINALLY :)
i have mild depression and moderate anxiety and am im therapy, I'm talking to a guy who i've mentioned that to once. I don't let him see either but i still keep thinking once he sees the real me he will run. And I keep thinking he's not that into me. I have no idea how to deal with it, I might just give myself a stroke with the stress i'm putting on myself! My friends keep saying enjoy it and don't stress, but it's easier said than done. idk what to do.
Every year I go out for new years telling myself this next year will be great! And it seems each year since about 2006 gets worse and worse. Not going to lie to myself this time. Crappy job, no relationship, broke, stressed, aging. Maybe itll change one day but not because the calendar says 2012




