I am bi-sexual I have been married to a man for 6 years, I have recently been yearning for a woman's touch, I would really just like a threesome but at the same time I am worried about reputations if people found out...it is horrible that I have to hide and be ashamed of my sexuality!

I've been married for over 5 years. My DH knew when we were dating I was bi curious and ok with the thought. I have only kissed 2 other female when I was younger. When ever I go out and look around I never find what I want or the ladies end up swingers which I don't like. My DH is deployed and is all about me exploring my sexuality but I seem to find more reasons why not to have an experience than having one. :-(