I am so depressed... I had a miscaariage today and it seems like dh doesnt even care.... I want to be a mother so bad but my body wont let it happen ... all I have done is cry

Dear New Year, I was hoping to start this New Year with less drama and no negative remarks. We decide to stay away from my monster in law. She has the courage to tell my husband that we don’t get along because it’s his fault. All the harsh and ugly things she said about me he should have never told me. WOW How about saying “I said things I apologize for.” Don’t go blame your son he has enough on his plate. He is never home and supporting our country. People will never change and always blame others. My church going mother in law is something else. Please keep her and her drama away from us.

DH and I have been trying for a couple months for a kid now. Not going crazy with it just trying and if it happens it happens, if not, there is always next month. After sex last night he looked at my belly and said "Go forth my soldiers and counquer the mother land!" I laughed so hard I was in tears. Im glad that even though we want a kid, we can still enjoy everything and not be stressed about getting or not getting pregnant.

Dear 2012, I ask that you keep my monster in law mother and her drama away from me this year. As I lost hope in her changing. I love this man and hope he is worth all this drama. Please keep negative away from us. Love fed up mil wife.

Really you are dumb, you smack talk about me to your blubber mouth mother while I'm in the house. Good lord your are worse then a woman. I'm so fed up with you. I can't wait to get out of here.

Dear Monster In-law, when I give you my son for the night like you begged me to do and you tell me "he did well considering how little he actually sees us." It makes me want to punch you. If you weren't so horrible to me you might see him more. Or maybe you could take the time to see us when we are in the area. It isn't my fault that your stupid church shit is more important to you. You were a neglectful mother and you aren't much better as a grandmother.

Dh is going to be home on Friday for a week of leave from training before they deploy next month. My period was expected to arrive on Wed or Thursday. I'm so happy it arrived early today so I'll be done a few days before he gets home! It's the only time we'll be together until next Thanksgiving. Thank you Mother Nature!!!!!

My husband and I had a huge fight yesterday.Every time he talks with his mom and dad they bring him so far down that he begins to act out. He was yelling so close to my face. I felt so disrespected! I am cutting his parents out of our life! they do more harm then good. He has deep emotional damage caused by them. I sent my father in-law a texted telling them i will make sure he doesn't speak to them. He has children to worry about for God sake!!They never call him. he has to call them. no bdays no holidays..nothing!but yet his mother will make this HUGE deal about her bday. Selfish people. UGH

My mother told me that the amount of love my husband and I have for each other isn't healthy. Of course you all know he is a soldier. I think what she was trying to say is she doesn't want me to be too damaged if something happens to him. Ever sense she said that..I have been thinking about not having him...and I cry..I'm in tears now. God blessed me with my soul mate. Not everyone can say that! I simple love everything about him. no joke.

I hate this fuckin place. Havent rly met anyone with similar interests. No one here wants to be more than mothers who drag their kids everywhere. Im slowly being suffocated. I dont want my life to only be about my kids and dh. No one does lunch, coffee time or spa days just for girls. Send my ass back to Japan. No longer care about the health risks there if this is what I will become.