Countdown begins!! 4 months u Gil we are in Colorado. Can not wait just my hero and me. No kids, no cooking, no cleaning. I am so ready

I love my husband and what we have. But there are times where I am just tired and will buy food instead of cooking. Today I came home after work and just laid it bed. I have to say it felt so good! Yes we are strong but we need to give ourselfs more relax days without feeling bad. Amen

Im in dyer need of some red bull, I have got to clean the bathroom, the foyer, the living room, and most of the kitchen today , then tomorrow bake 3 dozen cookies bc they were out of the break and bakes at the commissary so now I get do the ones where you add the butter, and egg. Then on thurs I have to make 3 pumpkin pies, plus stuffing, and gb casserole. Atleast a friend is doin the turkey and tators for me this year. Im so buyin a kid gate for my kitchen and puttin it to where most people cant step over it, bc I want no one but me in my kitchen has Im cooking.

I offered to host Thanksgiving this year. For my family, my brother in law, his girlfriend, and about 6 soldiers my husband works with that won't be able to go home. 21 people...what was I thinking? I'm glad my grandma wants to do most of the cooking, otherwise I'd be screwed.

I'm going to miss knowing you're just in the other room when I need you. I'm going to miss cooking dinner together every night. I'm going to miss cuddling on the couch, the daily massages, the kisses, the fits of laughter that inevitably take over when we're goofing off together. I'm going to miss seeing your face after a long day, going on dates, hearing "I love you" in real time, without that stupid delay, and showers together. I am going to miss your skin, your hands, your lips...everything, until you come home.

I know so much crap on you and the REAL reason that you used to get monthly visits from Child Protection. I am sure you know stuff on me too. The fact is I have been nothing but nice to you and its apparent that you were jealous of me...PS: My cooking is not the BEST, but um...doll, do you ever cook? Because I don't think we ever tried any of your good "home cooking" that you always tooted your horn about.

DH is TDY this week. I'm so looking forward to a few days of not cooking dinner, not having a tornado of gear come through the house everyday and watching whatever I want on the tv!!

My husband never appreciates my cooking- until he's deployed. When he's deployed he get's so sick from chow hall food (we practice clean eating and rarely minimally processed foods). He's pretty much been stuck eating salads and sandwiches. Poor guy.

I hate him but I love him. I want to stay but I want to leave. I feel crazy!! I work my ass off cooking for you, taking care of OUR babies, cleaning for you and still making time for you to f*** me! AND YOU STILL CANT FIX YOUR COMMITMENT ISSUES?! Am I trash? A toy? WTF!!! I feel like Im going insane!

Hmm what to do today! CLEAN my nasty bathroom, been gone for 2 month and I believe its only been cleaned once. And you know who cleaned it, not my husband but a friends wife. Its sad when I can scrape the soap scum with my finger nail. I know when she cleaned she is really anal about it, because she is employed to go clean other people's house. Its funny if they are over and Im cooking she will just start washing the dishes, and will keep cleaning them til I tell her to stop so I can put some away before they all come crashing to the floor.