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So my boyfriend and I had some pretty great sex the other night, and afterwards we were telling eachother what we liked about one another. He said he loved my breasts, which is nothing new, but then he said "I know one is bigger than the other but I don't care" and I started crying. Its stupid, I know he was telling me he loved them anyway, but just pointing it out brought out the insecurity, big time. I don't think I'll ever get over it.
I'm 19 and decided a long time ago that I don't want kids nor do I want to get married. I'm fine with having a boyfriend forever, but not marriage. I have always been told "don't worry, you'll change your mind when you're older." No I won't. When will they leave me alone?!
Six more weeks to look SEXIER for my trip to Key West with my HOT boyfriend.... Six more weeks of productive wishing!
Started the diet today. Hope it goes well. Now if I can just keep my boyfriend from sabotaging me.
I haven't been to the gym in weeks. My live in boyfriend thinks i go everyday.. I just drive around, talk on my phone, sometimes get fast food breakfast. then come home and act exhausted. I am soooooo ashamed and feel stupid for doing this.. i am so embarrassed to go into the gym, i am very overweight. And i'm getting heavier. I'm addicted to food!!!! It feels so hopeless.
5 months ago i weighed 140. The highest point I've ever gotten was 146. This morning I weighed myself and I was 126! I'm 5'6" I didn't even weigh that light in high school. I'm so proud of myself for sticking to my diet and exercise. I'm not looking to just lose weight, but I am toning as well. I don't want to look like im aneorxic or anything, I just want ex boyfriends to be like damn, what am i missing?! I'm also a little upset I put 135 on my drivers license. Oh well, keep the toning/weight loss a coming!
It felt so good for my boyfriend to go for a run with me and not give up. When he came inside he said it was the farthest he'd run in about 6 years. Progress, it feels fucking good!
I do really well for around five days with the Daily Shred, then the weekend comes round and I can't workout cos there's too many people in the house. Or something else derails me. Or my boyfriend comes round and wants to eat junk food and watch TV. It's getting really annoying.



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