So I figured it out last night. If I lose 2 pounds a week between now and my birthday (in October) I can get down to 170. Which is close to my goal weight and would take me under 200lbs for the first time in 10 years. >.

I was doing some weight loss math the other night and I figured out that if I keep (ie:start again) losing 2 pounds a week. Between now and My birthday in October I can lose 70 ponds which will bring me down below 200 pounds for the first time since college !! I can DO THIS

I was doing SO well with my eating habits for the last month or so and the last week and a half...not so much. My body is objecting ! stomach cramps, all over aches,and I haven't poo'd for 3 days :( I'm SORRY body I'll do better i promise !

Stuck in a visous cycle, I know if I would work out I'd be less tired, but I'm too tired to work out :(

My body is revolting against me, I've got the worst cramps I've ever had ( and I have a fairly high pain threshold) my back is apparently going out on me and I'm bleeding like a stuck pig (TMI sorry). I just want to go home and curl up in bed but I have court in a few hours :(

I know that invites are expensive, and I do currently live with my parents at the unholy age of 30. But can you perhaps do me the honor of giving me an actual invitation of my own ? You don't even have to allow me to have a guest ?? This is the 3rd family wedding in a row that I have been added to my parents wedding invitation with my teenage siblings. It makes me not even feel like a real person.

Fine, I understand everyone has a Bridal Shower, its tradition great. But the "Wishing Well" ?!?! No that is where I draw the line.... I'm not buying cleaning supplies, beach games, or whatever other greedy crap that you and your maids come up with that you decide can be obscurely related to getting married !!! "They will use it to clean their house, Play games together" NO !!!

I interviewed for a "new" position/promotion yesterday within my department that they essentially created because too many people were crying that they worked SOO much harder than anyone else *eyeroll*. It has floored me at some of the people that have applied for the position, as it is advanced work and they are brand new employes. Its going to be interesting to see what happens when the decision is posted.

I have a "date" to talk to a great guy I met on eharmormony tonight and I and terrified that I'm not going to be in the mindset to put my best foot forward..... I woke up with horrible cramps, and the corners of my mouth cracked and bleeding. I had court today at work (I work for child services) that was jointly handled with another caseworker and it went terrible b/c the other worker screwed their part up. I'm so terrified that I'm not going to be the best version of myself tonight and scare him off !!

I will never understand why people need to justify their shortcomings by insisting that everyone else has is easier. Perhaps it's just that all that time you spend watching what everyone else is doing could be better served dedicating to your own work Hmmmm ?

LOL, when I used to work as an admin my boss forgot Admin day one year. Luckily enough Bosses day comes after. He never forgot again ;D

I have to remind myself that these people are my co-workers NOT my friends. I don't care if I can go through an entire day with no one speaking to me unless I say something first. >.<

What asshat used the last of the box of MY box of tissues on MY DESK ?? There were still tissues when I left the office last night and I get in this morning and the damn box is empty. If I had know it was that close I would have gotten more.... I have a damn cold >.

All I wanted all week was one entire day to sit at my day and get paperwork done. I finally got one, I got one case done and I could not be bothered to do anything else today :P

BAH ! I think I need to be ok with just being alone. That's looking like where life is heading, but I'm really NOT OK with that prospect. Is it really too much to ask for a nice, relatively normal guy to show interest....even for a little while. :/

Blah, I'm trying to message with a guy I met on POF but talking with him feels like I'm interviewing someone. I can't tell if he's disinterested or just bad at small talk. Why would he keep responding if he wasn't interested ?

I NEED my own space, I love my BFF, her husband, and their baby dearly but I just can't take sharing space any longer. And it's not even sharing space.... I'm renting from them, so I'm in their home. I need to get this promotion so I can afford my own place for the first time in my life.

I confess, I FB stalk. I can't help it. I hit "the one who got away's" page. (well his "wife"s page anyway) and she had posted pictures of herself burning pictures she had found of the two of us together. LMAO ! He still had them 6 years later, bet he got into huge trouble over that one. So, who is more immature on this one, me for taking pleasure in the fact that he still had the pictures (and hid them from her) or her for burning them, taking pictures and posting them on FB ? (and I admit and embrace my moments of immaturity )

This weekend was all about my Mom, (like it's supposed to be, but she managed to take both days) Next weekend I have a family bridal shower where I'll end up using the phrase "Nope STILL not seeing anyone" at least 4 dozen times. And the weekend after that is the beginning of Graduation party season. Kill me now.....