Your man looks at me cause I'm thin. I dont think so sweetie you man looks at me cause your CRAZY possesive and insecure. Maaybe if you would embrace yourself stop talking trash about everyone and learn to ENJOY life your husband wouldnt look at other women. Its not your weight its your ATTITUDE towards life!!!

Thanks alot you jerks for giving me ugly go to hell looks in the womens gym... its ok you made me feel so blah I went downstairs to wk out with the guys and other unwanted females, and managed to get a cute new wkout buddy for tomorrow, that doesnt mind showing me how to use those blasted machines!

Just got back from my workout... Wow cute guys go to the gym in late afternoon! Too bad I'm crazy shy and can't approach anyone... Sorry new workout buddy you're cute but def not my type.

I'm so scared, I am HORRIBLY out of shape, been busting my but for the last 3 days (I have 5 more left to get into shape). I just wanna go back to being lazy and happy.... Damn you cooper test training DAMN YOU! 8 days is NOT long enough to go from mom who doesnt work out to running a mile and a half and doing push ups... I can do 2 and need to do 40 ahhh!

Why doesnt my damn Y have child care on Sunday?! I have a week to get into shape people geez!! I really just wish I had someone to watch my kids every once in a blue moon. If it werent for working out I would never have a break!!!

I love divorce... Attorneys this, court that, drama, drama, drama, could you please just do what needs to be done so we never have to see you again THANKS! And dragging this on wont make me want you back, just makes me hate you more!

My little man turns 6 today!!!! Love you so much baby boy!!!!!

my dirty little secret... there daddy (XDH) bought them a cell phone so I let me buddy take it everywhere.. he doesnt use it just lets the GPS follow him instead of us!!!! Two can play that game you stupid jerk!!!

What did I get myself into?!?!?!?!

So today my son told me he hates his father and doesnt want to go.... *HEART BROKE*.... All I could say was the judge says you have to and you will have a blast but when you get back home it will be nothing but us again and the world will be right... He laughed smiled then balled his eyes out!! :(

So glad I got my babys back! I missed them like CRAZY!! But the arguing couldve stayed at dads lol!

I NEED A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes.... its getting that BAD!

So over it all! I just want a new start, I ALWAYS attract the crazy, jealous, obsessive boys... Can I please just have a normal guy friend that wants to STAY FRIENDS?!?!

Funny how you feel the need to throw it in my face every second that youre "engaged".... how about you stop dragging YOUR feet on OUR divorce so you can legally get married and get the HELL outta MY life!!! GEEZ let it go already... and please stop with the naked pics befor my bf makes you stop!

Planning my first BIG vacation single... Scared, excited, nervous and secretly planning this to see if its a potential move!! Four states, 19 hours and 1200 miles!!

So one of my good friends boyfriend hit on me this weekend.... didnt know what to say what to do how to go about telling her... I grew the balls and told her all about it to have her tell me "Yeah he thought you were hot and I'm ok with it, its no problem." This is NOT normal or exceptable in my book and def NOT OK...... you deserve so much better friend and I hope you see that!!

Am I supposed to be torn apart, broken hearted, in a corner crying? Pardon me if I don't show it. I don't care if I never see you again. I'll be alright... Yep that woman did my song perfectly!