I just recently donated all the boxed foods in my house and started cooking from scratch a couple weeks ago. I've lost 3 pounds a week since :O) and my puffiness has gone down a lot. I did it because of my blood pressure. It's helping that too.

I faked a eating disorder to get my friend to get the counseling she needed for hers. It's been a long time and we have since gone our separate ways, just due to life...we still talk on the phone. I wonder how she is really doing. Sometimes I hear that tone in her voice...

I read where people are 5'5" and 127 lbs. I could never be that weight. I was a size 5 at 155 pounds. I don't think I would ever want to be any smaller than that. It amazes me that different weights has a lot to do with body styles. Big Boobs, No Boob and so on. doctors need to take that into account when they say your BMI should be such and such.

Christmas party coming up and I wanted to straighten my hair. IT's suppose to rain Saturday now :-( Anyone have a suggestion for a good product to make sure my hair doesn't frizz and curl back up? I have very fine hair and it gets weighted down very easily. Appreciate any imput!!!

I want a bacon chedder cheese burger with bbq sauce, mayo and lettuce and tomato. Oh yea...season fries with ranch dressing.

I'm never in the mood for sex anymore. I'm 37. I went to the doctor and had blood tests and everything came back normal. I have no idea what to do now. My husband is a very loving man. Not irritating or anything like that. But when he tries to get romantic, I just get grouchy and don't want to be touched. I don't know what is wrong with me and I don't know how to fix me.

I crunch my pretzels super loud to piss off the lady in the next office. :-)

Must go bring in my mutts. Way too cold for their spoiled butts to be out.

My mom admitted to me last night that she sucked as a mom when I was 13 on up. That was really nice to have her say that without my sister and I having to say anything. We just loved her and accepted her. Our healing was done long ago just by surviving and accepting our mom for the way she was. She's changed a lot now that we are older and it's great. I know it doesn't work out like this for everyone. But I am happy we got to this point without the drama.

There is a new girl in my office that dresses inappropriately. I don't think she does it on purpose though. I think she truly thinks the way she dresses is fine. Her version of relaxed. But some of the guys comments make me feel really bad for her. They are saying stuff like "We can't find people for IT from a college anymore, gotta go to the local whore house to get someone?" and stuff like that. Almost all the women are catty to her. It's sad. I would hate to be her. Her life sure doesn't seem all that to me. It's really quite a sad situation.

I use to live in South Dakota. I never got stuck home for more than a day from the blizzards there. Now I live in Alabama and work in Georgia and I am at home for my second day because of the FREAKING WEATHER!!! I have 4 cigarettes left and I am going stir crazy.

OMG!!! I'm so excited! The company I work for might be hiring my husband!!! For a different department of course. But to have him home every single night would be a dream come true! Crosses my fingers, toes and every hair on my body...lol!

Stupid bitch. You ask for our mailing address, let me fucking get a word in to give it to you. Yes, I did tell you to fax the request over. You wouldn't shut up other wise. My boss laughed so go ahead and keep trying to complain. His office is right next to mine and he heard me trying to give you the address.

It's back to work today after having 10 days off. Work for 2 days, close on our house on the 30th and spend New Year's moving!! I can't wait!!!

I don't like marathon sex. I married my husband because he knows what he was doing, he can get me off in just a few minutes. I can get him off in just a few minutes. It's earth shattering and I still get a good night sleep.

I'm never in the mood for sex anymore. I'm 37. I went to the doctor and had blood tests and everything came back normal. I have no idea what to do now. My husband is a very loving man. Not irritating or anything like that. But when he tries to get romantic, I just get grouchy and don't want to be touched. I don't know what is wrong with me or how to fix me.

I think that "Sticks and stones my break my bones, but words will never hurt me", is the worst saying ever. Sometimes, words hurt worse than a physical beating.

I have gas so bad that my cat was sleeping on my lap and I let a silent deadly one and he wrinkled his nose and mouth like cats do when they smell another cats butt. Then he woke up really fast and left...ROFLMAO!! Gotta love the cat who knows how to communicate very clearly that I stink.

lol! I just realized I signed into my Monty account. I had forgotten that password ages ago and created a new one. cheezit. I guess I forgot that password now...LOL!

Finally. We are getting a house. It's just a double wide trailer on a block foundation on 1 acre of land but it's perfect. Only $28,500. Best part, since my credit sucks, the people agreed to owner financing if I pay it off in 3.5yrs. The payments with homeowner insurance is still going to be cheaper than what I am paying for rent now. Unf$%king believable. Thank you lady for taking a chance and doing the owner financing. I will not let you down. Even better, my bonus was enough for the down payment and closing costs. I started bawling in my office when I opened it and saw it.