My divorce will be final in a month. I'm gearing up to move out on the first. I know I'm gonna be ok, but starting over has me scared as hell. Now, he's getting kicked out..and in a month it'll be me, alone in this city, so far from home. I suppose I'd be less afraid if I went back home, too..but I have good opportunities here, so I'm staying..but I'm nervous. What if I fail on my own?

Divorce is final in two weeks..It's been a year, and I'm DYING to get out of here. I'm ready to move on.A close high school friend who's kept in touch, wants to come visit me over the summer. He's crushed on me for 5 years and honestly, I have so much respect and love for him, it could become more. He is the exact opposite of everything I just divorced and could be so refreshing, but he's airforce. I wanna take a chance, but does it seem too soon? Is it bad that he's also military? Why do I feel like I need permission to be happy?

Xh's gf posted all over his facebook wall calling me names for all of MY friends to see. She even through up that I don't have my own money. Yeah, because as a LOVING DEVOTED WIFE, I became a housewife at HIS request. We got into a big argument and he came over to talk things out. He ended up kissing me and saying he wants me back. "I've changed..let me prove it". NOPE. I had to get a roommate to help make ends meet. XH still has to give me BAH until December, so my rent is covered, but I can't find a job here! Roommate's such a nice guy though. He said he'd help me out until I find a job.

Omg. He got that girl pregnant. Thank god I'm waiting for this divorce to be over before trying to meet people.

Signed papers yesterday. Don't know how much longer until he gtfo. I want him to leave so bad so that I can be done and over with this.