my husbands in iraq..he is never freaking horny!!! he says its cuz hes around 25000 guys but come on..mama needs some dirty talk in her life.

I have a ton of people that tell me to call if I need anything. I won't unless I'm in desperate need. I have had too many people tell me they'll help and then flake because you know they can't put off the trip to wal-mart a couple hours so I can see the doctor without kids.

so i thought starting school would make him being at boot camp aot easy. turns out i was wtong. i miss him alot and seeing all these couples walking around campus holding hands is not helping. i havent gotten any of his letters since ive been here. im tired of getting my hopes up everyday and having them crushed when i find an empty mailbox. idk if i can do this....

So... A month ago we found out we got our #1 choice of duty station: Ft Carson, CO. Yay! After 3 weeks of house hunting and almost Jeep-buying, those PCS orders were cancelled and DH got new orders for Ft. Hood, TX. ...OK... Then after 2 days of denial, anger, bargaining, depression and finally acceptance, We find out that said unit at Ft. Hood is re-badging at Ft. Bliss a few months after we get there. ...WTF, Army?!?!!? Get your sh*t together, will you?!??

i just had a really tough conversation w/ a friend ab her lying and decietful ways. i really did not want to talk to her about it, but all of our friends are noticing and are ab to let the bridge burn. i hope i helped her with my honesty. i tried to be kind about it but deep down i am really hurt and hope she will learn to be a better friend b/c of this talk.

I'm tired of waiting for our next move. It's been forever.

DH is goin to laugh at me bc i found a little pull cart at a flea market and im mailin it back to post. Bc its the prefect grocery getter, plus its small so im less likely to buy junk food & eat better. Havin a bad hip & back isnt helped by haulin groceries over a 1/2 mile by myself. the bag on the cart is like a pink color so i dont think DH will actually want to use it.

Aw jeez. For the past month, I've been thinking about this sexual fantasy and dying to try it. I told my deployed husband about it today, and he wants to try too. We both think it'll be seriously hot. But now, I don't just think about when I think about sex. Instead, it's constantly on my mind. Hurry home hubby!! I need you inside me now!!!

My DH and I have made a commitment to each other: a couple weeks before he heads home from this deployment, no more sex with our lovers so sex with each other will be that much better. So ... to our lovers, fleshlight and detachable showerhead, farewell until next deployment!