I usually just check the mom page, but I keep coming to the body page to get inspiration/motivation to get in shape. I am binging every single night and I am the heaviest I've ever been. Today is a new day and I've been good so far. I am 270 lbs. I have gained 100 lbs since meeting my husband. I looked so good when I met him. I used to always get told how pretty I was. I sometimes think he wants me to stay overweight so I am not threatening to him. But, it's my fault I am eating this way.